For several days in a row, i've noticed my mind seems to be getting kinda back to normal. The heavy fog seems to going away. I'm not constantly thinking about my wife/marriage/relationship/family. I'm not sad. I've even been able to focus a little more at work.

I'm not sure the reason for it, and i'm not sure I necessarily need to know.

It could be because i've been at home, in my own bed, and with my kids for several days in a row. But, it could be that i'm turning a corner on this whole thing. Or something else completely.

I hope it means i'm detaching more and moving on with my life.


M:39 W:36 - D1:2 D2:6
11/19/16 BD1: ILYBNILWY, EA/PA
Dec/Jan: MC, pursuing, not DBing
1/11/17 BD2: W wants 1 month break
2/1/17: Divorce Remedy. Start DBing
2/17/17 BD3: W - separation to start D process