The excitement of what if

[doodler]

And the sadness feels worse than the anger.

JujuB,

I know what you mean. I actually enjoyed the anger because it made me feel like a warrior. But the sadness stinks beyond compare.

Fortunately, I've been able to convert my anger and sadness into art, by way of home projects, and the art is a constant reminder that I'm strong and resilient.

I wish you the best regardless of the outcome.