Another thing to add also, is the worst part in all this and I know I have read it numerous times before.. is the feeling of losing your best friend. You have pictures or stuff that you want to tell someone that you would have told her before without a thought.. and now you have no one to share it with..
Like I had a funny picture of our kids or something else that normally I would share with her and now I don't have anyone to share it with..
