Thank you job, Sotto, and hawker...it is the hardest thing for me to let go and let God take control of the situation. At this point, he is the only one that can can either guide her back to our family, or give me the strength to accept that she is refusing to follow his lead. Either way I will be fine. Things will be rough for sure, but I am confident that I will thrive.

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I read an account from a woman whose husband left her and moved in with another woman. She was giving thanks to God for this happening, as it has made him more of the man he is supposed to be and made her realize that she was carrying him thru life. It was a touching story. I kind of understand her in a way.

I feel that my wife wanted to control everything regarding the household. Since she only worked a few days a week, I let her take care of the bills and that type of stuff. I took care of the retirement, but she handled all of the other financial obligations. This has handed me back that kind of control and it feels good. I guess I feel that I have my b@lls back. I still want my family put back together, but I feel much better as a man than I have in a while. Just my observation.

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Listened to Kenny Chesney's Save It For A Rainy Day this morning on the way to work. Great lyrics:

chorus
'Cause the sun's too bright,
The sky's too blue
Beer's too cold to be thinking about you
Gonna take this heartbreak and tuck it away
Save it for a rainy day

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Everyone have a great week...God is Good!!!


Me 49 W46
T25 M22
S22 D18 S13
W had EA Apr-Jul 2016
Dropped Bomb 7/9/16
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HER DIVORCE IS FINAL...8/18/17
Dropping the rope to SURVIVE & THRIVE!!!