I have just read your last post and reading how you are somewhere you don't want to be because you moved for him. I can only answer quickly right now and will write later but I know how you are feeling. I have moved twice for my WW, both times into countries where I didn't speak the language. It's really hard but remember, you showed more courage making that move than the one that runs away.
I will read more of your story and write again soon.
