JRuss you sound contempt of what you are doing. I read the first chapter again. The chapter saying why divorce doesn't resolve issues. But again you do everthing. You change you focus on family her needs but it goes not too far. My journey just within a day went from ok cold turkey to no talk. I am so desperate to plead but holding back. Increased my meds. Hope you see light at the end of the tunnel.
Me: 43, W: 43 M: 16, T: 18 D - 7, D - 7 ILUB: 26 August 2014 Still living together