JR, not sure what to say. I was there and I'm not sure if anything anyone said helped me. Maybe. Dunno. I felt numb at times, depressed at times, and for a few moments, ok at times. I do think often about your comment about Marlin Perkins. It helps me take a step back from the person that I thought I knew, and see her for a mysterious animal that she is. Hang in there, man. It will get better. I'm going to go have a cold one, and will toast for our better futures.
Me: 50, MLC/WW 45 Young kids Nov 2015: BD1 Apr 2016: BD2 Jan 2017: W filed Feb 2017: D final