Today is the two-year anniversary of BD for me. I've grown a lot. I've improved myself a lot. I'm considerably happier, right now, than I was immediately post-BD, that's for sure, although I'm still prone to pretty crushing sadness (I hope and think this will really start to lift measurably when she moves out). And I'm really, really angry that I have to lose half of my children's childhoods because my STBX is, at bottom, a selfish person. I'm not where I want to be, not yet, but I see where I want to get, and I'm going to get there.
Me: 46 W: 44 Married: 17 Together 21 D13; S10 BD: 03.03.15 (Not attracted to you) Almost 2 years trying, alone, to save marriage Status now: Divorced (effective 06.13.17)
