Sink or Swim

[Bdog37]

Jeep,

I hear ya brother and I know how you feel. After all my WW has done to me I would probably still try to save my M. Words can't describe the pain of loosing a S and in many ways it is worse than a death of a loved one. This has also been the toughest thing for me to deal with as well and will continue to be considering they will always be a part of our lives. I always imagined growing old together with my W and I'm sure you felt the same way. Now, its scary to imagine the future and all its uncertainties, but just know that D is still not the end. Just keep being the good father that you are and bettering yourself and maybe someday your roads will cross once again. Good luck today.