my wife can't decide (II)

[WillDo]

I think anger had built up. I looked at my journal. There were so many other things I has noticed about OM that I kept quiet.

all really avoid looking at messages. that took me out of paranoia. these were things came in front of me. I didn't try. the last one I was on my in law's phone and saw a recent picture that my wife sent of her and OM. In law had earased the trxt jept the photo. Why?

I am applying mindfulness to cope but suffering to be Mr Not Nice giy.
I put a boundry about kids and OM. But this forced her to go to a different bed. It feels she respects OM still. I can't take it sometimes.