My S9 would have LOVED the shrimp & asparagus risotto. Especially if he could have picked out the asparagus.
My Guy had the good sense to refrain from being too open about his long-term ambitions at the beginning, but they're becoming a lot more clear now that we've been together just over a year. I have been anxious and ambivalent in a lot of ways about the relationship for a big chunk of it. I don't know if this is part of your anxiety, but for me I've had a hard time believing he wasn't going to crush my heart like Mr. Fantastic did, or that he didn't have an ulterior motive in some way. It's take a long time to figure things out for me.
I guess what I'm trying to say is, it's reasonable that you would have anxiety in a new relationship after everything. I hope you find your footing soon and try to enjoy the ride along the way. And I hope your new guy is patient and supportive while you find it.
Hugs!!!
Me42, H40 D12, S8, S7 A revealed: 7/13 Sep 4/14; Agreed to D 1/15