Sink or Swim

[Bdog37]

No, its not the seeing her. I sort of see her every night when she skypes with the kids. I think its the fact that this is the final part...the final dealing. For some reason, it's bothering me today. Even after everything she's done, it still bothers me some.

Ugh, I just started my D process so I'm sure its tough! I can't imagine how I'm going to feel at the first court appearance let alone the final one...sigh.

Cutting off the sources of the birdies is difficult, very difficult. She wouldn't Skype last weekend as she was out on a date. Oh well. I've asked one of the birdies that I just didn't want to hear it anymore...however, I have one birdy I won't stop, and that's the one remaining ally in her camp. This person knows it all - the entire truth about the ex, yet doesn't really talk to the ex. See, they define the word dysfunctional. But, through that one, I get little warnings...lately they are chirping about some plans the ex and the sister have concerning the kids. UGH.

Can't Skype with her kids because the date with the OM is more important. Putting the OM before their children....sounds all too familiar. Well maybe its good you keep the little birdie if they are warning you about the children. I just hope that whatever she is planning doesn't involve her trying to take them from you or in any way alienate them from you. That would be infuriating! From what I have read it has been you that stepped up to raise those children so I hope my assumptions are wrong. Regardless, those kids will know and come to thank you for being there for them when they get older. Just keep being the good dad that you are no matter what she is planning.