Sink or Swim

[Bdog37]

Well I don't believe its being jaded...more like living in reality. In the beginning of my sitch I wanted to believe nothing more than us getting back together and that this was just a faze she was going through. Thankfully, people like you, hit me with my 2x4 and I was able to see the reality of all this.

Not to dig too much, but are you just dreading Friday because you will have to see her? Its not crazy in my eyes to still love her. Betrayal after betrayal and I still love mine as well.

Details are always going to slip I guess. The best thing I do now is act like she is a stranger. Yes, hearing them still [censored]. Just was told by my birdies that they are planning a trip together out of town, but I have to just remember that she isn't my W anymore so whatever. Maybe cut off the sources, idk? It's hard when the birdies are mutual friends so if you know then please share.