Just received my DR book!! YAY! Going to be devouring it tonight.
INTENTION: Reconciliation
GOAL1: Wholeness/Happiness for self
GOAL2: Self-confidence/Self-reliance without spouse
GOAL3: Be BEST version of myself as a mom and person
ACTION1: Read DR book
ACTION2: Continue working out 5X week
ACTION3: Meet with IC
ACTION4: Meet with Doctor (maybe to get some xanax or something to help through the tough spots)
ACTION5: Start a new business
ACTION6: START LAUGHING MORE!
ACTION7: ENJOY TIME WITH MY SON!!!!!
INACTION1: Stop texting H unless he texts me first
INACTION2: Stop expecting ANYTHING from H
INACTION3: Stop looking to H for signs of reassurance

Is there anything else I should be including, you can think of??

I think this will get me back on track to myself and maybe even attract my H...at least I'm now clear on a game plan. Stay tuned!! I'm sure there'll be more to come.


M: 49
H: 47
Son: 8
DBomb: Dec 9, 2016
H moved out: Jan 24, 2017