Just received my DR book!! YAY! Going to be devouring it tonight. INTENTION: Reconciliation GOAL1: Wholeness/Happiness for self GOAL2: Self-confidence/Self-reliance without spouse GOAL3: Be BEST version of myself as a mom and person ACTION1: Read DR book ACTION2: Continue working out 5X week ACTION3: Meet with IC ACTION4: Meet with Doctor (maybe to get some xanax or something to help through the tough spots) ACTION5: Start a new business ACTION6: START LAUGHING MORE! ACTION7: ENJOY TIME WITH MY SON!!!!! INACTION1: Stop texting H unless he texts me first INACTION2: Stop expecting ANYTHING from H INACTION3: Stop looking to H for signs of reassurance
Is there anything else I should be including, you can think of??
I think this will get me back on track to myself and maybe even attract my H...at least I'm now clear on a game plan. Stay tuned!! I'm sure there'll be more to come.
M: 49 H: 47 Son: 8 DBomb: Dec 9, 2016 H moved out: Jan 24, 2017