Doodler, I think I get what you are saying though.. I've always been the type of person who cares about what others think of me.. and that has always affected me.. Moreso now than ever. I need to stop thinking about what she will think with my actions as she has already made her mind up and is gone.. I need to act for myself and live my life how I want to. If she comes around later and wants to be apart of that life than ok, but if not then I have to be ok with that..
