By the grace of God

[mleigh4]

Hi Cali, great to hear from you! Your S is turning 10 himself, right? Such a funny age. Growing up but still young.

Thank you so much for your compliment, I don't feel like much of an inspiration. In fact, I feel a bit of an idiot sometimes. But, I wouldn't change my pace or way of doing things, not until I am ready. Baby steps.

The one and only thing that continues to spin in my head, is, what is his motive? Why wanting to spend time with me? Is it JUST about S? Is it his selfishness for a family fix? Or is it, like my instincts say, the "let's see if this turns into anything" zone? Not sure but trying really hard to just keep moving forward as I am. Don't be surprised if I finally voice those questions to H.

This weekend a few things really stood out to me that it was time to change. I closed the joint credit card, closed the joint checking account, and changed the last couple of bills into my name. Felt great!

Next, changing the Beni to my son instead of H on my stock accounts. I have hesitated on those for three years, then all of a sudden, poof, I am ready. Funny how that happens.

Cali, I hope all is well with you and Happy Birthday to your sweet S