So, I saw my IC this weekend and told her all about FF. She knew we were talking before the last time I saw her, but we hadn't gone out on our first date yet. When I told her everything, she actually was moved to tears. My therapist cried tears of joy for me! She told me when I just began talking about this one she had a good feeling about him. We spoke of D9 being involved and she feels there is absolutely no harm, especially since she knew him before hand. Dinners once a week or an activity on the weekend is absolutely fine and I will not be doing damage to her. That was the biggest concern of mine hands down. I felt a lot of relief knowing that I am not doing the wrong thing by her.
This weekend was fantastic. I won't give the whole run down but I did meet his best friend who thinks we are great together and he told his friend we just seem to "work". We did lots of fun stuff on Saturday. He slept over and Sunday I wen to the spa, and while I was gone he went shopping and got stuff to make for dinner. He cooked in my kitchen a delicious meal (he says he never cooks for anyone) while I was doing schoolwork. He cleaned everything up. He helped me with my schoolwork.
He is just amazing. I don't know how I got so lucky.
I thought I would never find this. I did. There is hope for everyone last one of us.
