Please don't gloss over what Vanilla posted to you. She makes some very valid points and I believe she is on to something.
When you get an opportunity, take the time to dig into that post. I think it is that important.
I can't believe that you guys can sense my hurt and fear in the things I've said. I have felt like I have been keeping it mostly out of what I type here.
M: 33, W: 30 @BD M 7, T 10 BD: Early Dec W left: Late Dec W got stuff: Late Jan W sent S papers: Mid Feb OM cnfrmd: Late Feb
Pain can yield tremendous growth OR everlasting sadness and bitterness.