You know what my fear of positive thinking is? Its that I wont be able to see the truth. I will be looking at things with rose colored glasses and fail to see and address an issue that really needs addressing. Its like I use that negativity and fear to act.
But thats not really a good thing. Sometimes, I might be creating issues and acting upon issues that are not there. And sometimes the negative thinking simply breeds negativity.
I agree with you in that I do need the positivity to help balance my life.
I have tried hypnotherapy. I am not sure what else to do. Exercise and spring might help. I might need to get professional help. I feel down and heavy and I am learning that one has to actively work on positivity.
But anyway, here are some positives in my life.
1. I am on my way to getting better help for my son. Each appointment, each evaluation moves me forward to finding more help and answers. I feel proud that I am educated and that I am a good advocate.
2. I like my job and I have some further options when things get settled.
