Haven't been here much, been quite busy with keeping above my pregnancy hormones and related moods. H is quite, does talk about his wishes and we are sort of have a two year plan in place, which includes us...when did that happen?
H may not realise it but, to me these are just words, in two years I will just be finished college, with a good job hopefully and well on my way to being self sufficient. If he comes through atleast 75% of this mess I maybe willing to step back into the we he speaks about, but I have to keep on my path.
