It has been a year yes and you all possibly don't remember me. I wanted to be close to her tonight. Just a gentle touch and she said she doesn't like it. Told me that we are together for getting alone. Not marriage. I have been changing. I have been GALing. Not doing relationship talks. I said I respect her and that I still feel hurt as I feel there is an affair. She said there was none. I asked when it was the last time she saw him and if she was still texting him. This was a boundry I had put. She said she doesn't remember when last she saw him but was texting. She asked again why I was suspicious. Well on her mothers mobile I was a picture of him and her celebrating his birthday and I had noticed she was hiding a sweater.

She kept on asking about f I knew something and I said no. She went and slept at the other room.

I continue to act as if . Not sure what tomorrow will bring but sorry this is the only place I let it out. I was assertive this time. I said I will continue to respect and work.


Me: 43, W: 43
M: 16, T: 18
D - 7, D - 7
ILUB: 26 August 2014
Still living together