I've never been addicted to drugs, but i think i just felt what its like.

Was just around the wife for 10 minutes during a kid exchange. She was cold, trying to keep busy with other stuff, and wouldnt look at me.

Somehow i felt good around that. Its like a drug you know is bad for you, but you keep coming back for more.

Important note: i stuck to DBing. No relationship talks. Didnt say love you. No touching. Left quickly, etc.


M:39 W:36 - D1:2 D2:6
11/19/16 BD1: ILYBNILWY, EA/PA
Dec/Jan: MC, pursuing, not DBing
1/11/17 BD2: W wants 1 month break
2/1/17: Divorce Remedy. Start DBing
2/17/17 BD3: W - separation to start D process