I feel like I disappointed myself and the wonderful people here for handling the situation like I did. On the other hand, I felt a little bit better letting some things out.
Another positive, was I really got a glimpse into his MLC mind. He took so much of what I have said in the past and twisted it around and then turned that into his justifications for why he was doing what he was doing. It was scary to watch him do this. He'd make a great criminal defense attorney if he ever decided to switch professions. If he chooses to think this way, so be it.
The level of gaslighting was also horrifying to me. The ability to lie like that never ceases to amaze me.
You're all right, what goes on insidethe mind of a MLC is awful.
I have made an appointment to start EMDR therapy next week. I am really looking forward to it! I am hoping it will be helpful. Has anyone here tried it?
