Ever since my meeting with the L, i've been in a pretty sh!tty mood. I think it added to the reality that my W is most likely never coming back, regardless of how perfectly I use the DB techniques.
I did workout and then go out with a friend right after the meeting and celebrated National Margarita Day, so i was okay for a few hours after the meeting. But the next day and today have both been hard.
I can't seem to snap out of this funk i've been in for 2 days.
I know the answer is to completely detach, but its hard.
M:39 W:36 - D1:2 D2:6 11/19/16 BD1: ILYBNILWY, EA/PA Dec/Jan: MC, pursuing, not DBing 1/11/17 BD2: W wants 1 month break 2/1/17: Divorce Remedy. Start DBing 2/17/17 BD3: W - separation to start D process