cheesyt6 - 10months in and W is still far away..

[fightin]

Cheesyt, sorry to hear about the D text, I know how deep that cuts even if just the day before you were expecting it it suddenly becomes more real in that moment.

I second what others have stated. You can't control your W and you can't lean on her for your own happiness. Like hawk said, we'll be let down every time if we put our happiness in someone else's hands. Easier said than done when you love someone though, I know.

Obviously all I know about you is from this forum, but what I do know is that you're a very kind-hearted person that loves with all she's got. That's an amazing quality and your W is indeed the "fool" as lt put it for leaving someone willing and able to give so much of themselves to their partner.

It [censored] that anyone is going through this, but you're a wonderful person and only getting better each day. You'll come through this all the better no matter how it shakes out. Stay strong. I'm glad you have such a great support system there with you!