I understand what Surfer and SH mean by fear. I am living in that fear. I seem unable to prevent the kids from being involved. That is my greatest fear. How do I protect them from this?


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Me: 47 WW: 35
SS: 17 D: 5
T: 7 yrs Engaged: 2 yrs
OEA confirmed: August 17 2016 ongoing since April 2016.
OEA continues (with occasional breaks)
BD2 - W says will visit OM in Jan 18