2017 - New year - same MLC but I'm moving along

[Irish M]

Hi Cali

So glad you do follow along.
you were the first sitch i glued when i first came here. Looking for that magic trick to break this MLC from her. I have learnt so much from you and others.

Now I think I am going to need support on this tunnel break of hers.

Yesterdays messages were interesting. Today's are mind blowing.

Email 1 -

Hi Irish. I am so sorry again. I was thinking about why I did what I did. I needed to feel butterflies again. Like the ones you made me feel when we were together. The last year or so they were gone. I felt empty. Needed that rush.

you had every reason to be jealous. I tried to show you my love but I felt you didn't see it. Even though we made love nearly every day and I felt it was not enough.

We should of paid for the best therapist around to deal with the time I left 10 years ago. We didn't discuss it and your jealousy was born.

As for the girls. I didn't want to see them because they disrespected me. Came to my apartment without warning , even though they had a key and rooms there.
I left it all.

we need to communicate more.


Email 2 -

We really should of consulted a therapist and resolved our issues.
I am seeing one now and she is making me see things more clearly.

Have a good day.



So I just got back home to read these emails and I am shaking my head. I decided to wait to respond. What should I respond? Its still the same as 2 months ago.
This time however I do feel a more open XW and she has more memories and they seem to be haunting her.

Still a long way to go.

Irish