I thought I was seeing baby steps, and maybe I am. I guess I was lying to myself about not having expectations. I thought we had turned a corner.
She called me this morning, she spent the night at her mom's house with her little brother (24years old). I told her I was getting ready. She asked how I was and said "fine". I hurried up and got ready and left before she got there.
She called me about 5 minutes after I left, saying she was hoping she would see me. I told her sorry, but I was running behind and had to leave to get to work. I see my IC today, so I have to be extra productive since it takes 1.5 hours out of my day.
She then called me later, saying she didn't know why the coffee maker wasn't working. I asked if she added water, she said no, and then ah duh.
Just feeling down.
Me:33, WW:30 BD:12/14/16, EA no children Still together
