I filed - Anxious to get it over

[hawker]

Hey fightin...my D was official over the weekend....she still tries to do some texts with dumb questions but I haven't replied the last few times. I don't know if she has the courage to text me now that the D if final...I'm sure the guilt is higher at the moment, although it won't last for long.

I was talking about the same thing with a friend...I was happily married and now its like I don't even know her anymore...11 years and I still feel like I am in a dream. It is odd...sometimes I wonder are they really in a fog? I know I am/was but are they?

I don't think I will ever understand this whole thing.

Gotta keep moving forward!! Glad your date has been set!