I filed - Anxious to get it over

[fightin]

Have a presentation date of March 10th and I'm anxious all over again. Ready for it to be "official" though. Zero contact from STBXW for weeks which honestly for me helps seal the deal for me and makes it easier to accept. I will admit that it is so strange for me to see how I went from (seemingly) happily married to this woman to complete strangers in such a short time though. We've only talked twice since the split and text less than 6 times over the last 3 months. It's like the last 4 years of my life was some sort of messed up dream and never really happened. Odd for sure.