4. I am fearful that I won't look right in the eyes of those that I talk to about God and his desire to keep marriages together...even though this is not my idea.
What does this mean? I know people can be judgmental, particularly religious people...is that what you mean? As I was just reminded, you can't control what other people think, say, do...so I think this is one of the fears to let go...easier said than done...
Re your W saying she wishes you would start dating...again, hard to/not helpful to mind read...my W says the same thing...I get a couple of different versions...
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving
