XW, I do not hold a grudge. That emotion died long ago. The only hurt I feel is that the girls don't have their mother in their lives.
Your reply to your XW is inspiring to this newbie.
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving