He said they used protection each time. That she gave him oral sex. That he felt wanted. He said he broke it off Sunday before he flew back home and she cried.
Brutal truth. Now that you know the damning extent, especially what she had done, what are you going to do?
Trying to figure that out. I don't know if she'll come crawling back now that she's "alone" for the first time and this shakes her from the fog or if she's done with me regardless. If this is what gets her to want to talk, I have to question her motivation when I gave her so many chances to talk before and she continued her destructive behavior. She never shed a tear for me but she did for him.
I'd have to really feel confident it's coming from a genuine place and I wouldn't just be opening myself up for this again in the future if suddenly she's saying she didn't mean all the hateful stuff she said to me in December. And if she was telling her friends and family, lawyer, whoever, that I physically abused her and am an alcoholic? That's seriously messed up.
I meet with my IC tomorrow so I'll discuss it with him. I'm thinking I'll see if she contacts me this week and if she doesn't maybe on Friday text her and ask if she wants to talk.
