Thanks man ...

Some people say if you hadn't met your wife you wouldn't have created your kids, so in the end it's better that you did.

I don't quite buy that logic.

At this point, I would rather have had an empty life than to cause all this on my kids. Nothingness would have been better than all this pain.

Me: 50, MLC/WW 45
Young kids
Nov 2015: BD1
Apr 2016: BD2
Jan 2017: W filed
Feb 2017: D final