We are living parallel lives. Every question you ask...I too am asking. Mach1 just gave me some homework on my thread. I think the answer to why is it so hard to detach is related to FEAR...at least it is for me...so the q is: of what are you afraid? Figure that one out and then maybe it'll pave the way to detachment...
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving