Journaling: Not much to say other than that she is pushing harder to get all of the D paperwork finished so that we can finalize the D. Friends have told me that she has said that she wishes I would move on so that she could start dating. Kind of a gut punch, but whatever. I assume that that is very normal for those that want to get out a M and also want to still look respectable. I am getting the feeling that there is an OM that is waiting in the wings, but nothing is proven. If it is the same guy as the EA from April-July of last year I will be very PO'ed because he was someone that was a good family friend. Come to find out he is a very manipulative/charismatic individual.
I guess I need to completely detach from her at this point...hard to do to the mother of your children. Why isn't it easier to detach from someone that has made it clear that they don't want you or to be with you?
Me 49 W46 T25 M22 S22 D18 S13 W had EA Apr-Jul 2016 Dropped Bomb 7/9/16 ILYBINILWYA HER DIVORCE IS FINAL...8/18/17 Dropping the rope to SURVIVE & THRIVE!!!
