fully get it takes the right fit. And I am also picky. Totally get al of it. I even totally get it will take time. But 5 or 6 years? Really? Three or four Rs in 10 years - most 3-6 months and one 9, which was the last one, 3.5 years ago. I don't have forever. I was divorced at 43 and will turn 54 in a few months. Time is not standing still here. I can never get these years and everything in them back. That's what concerns me most.
This is screaming.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
