Figuring it out - WAW with Affair

[Gordie]

Im sorry to hear about the new BD, even when you expect it, it still hurts.

When she says she doesn't believe in M anymore, what does that mean?

You say she is set on destroying your life. Is that the case or is she trying to save her own and you are just collateral damage?

I can't tell you when it will get easier. I'm in the same boat. I'm trying to follow the detach and let go advice...