I really don't you how you are able to persist with your situation. It is inspiring. Your patience is amazing. I wish I could offer you advice but I can only offer you moral support.
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving