Job, peacetoday and Tita.....thank you for all of your responses.
I know that I have not detached enough. That is evident by my words and my thoughts. I just don't know how to do it!! I don't know how to turn my back on something that I wanted and worked very hard on for a long time. My M was something very important to me.
I just don't understand how someone just ups and walks away and I am supposed to be okay with it, and then continue to live my life like it never happened?? And how H is living his life like the M never happened? This is so messed up!!!
I am at work and just heard the daily devotional from the Chaplain and it was about waiting. The last thing he said was this .....
"waiting can result in our greatest blessings"
It's as if I was supposed to hear this tonight .... divine intervention?
