I read posts from others about how they are having to interact with the H or W for whatever reason. Me on the other hand have no interaction at all with my H. I have stayed away from him and am doing the NC thing. But what I wonder is am I staying too far away? Should I be trying to interact with him more? Or, are his actions of not responding to texts or emails really how he feels, or does he even know how he feels?
I am getting really tired of having no contact with this man. How do people live like this. This limbo thing really s*cks!! How does he just continue to go on with his life like everything is just fine?? I know others say that their lives are not fine and this is there way of dealing with, or not dealing with all of their sh*t.
I have not seen him since November. I spoke to him briefly the first of January. How long am I supposed to carry on with this? I don't really know if I can do this for much longer. This is not what I want for my life.
I really think he thinks that if he continues to ignore me that I will get tired of it and will eventually file for D. I just don't understand that warped way of thinking at all? But then again I am not the one who was selfish and cheated and abandoned my M and my W.
So, am I better off not having communication with him? I honestly don't know. I know that I am still having a very hard time detaching...no question about that. I was also told that I am still doing things with how he will respond as my motivation. I can see where that is true.
I know I keep hearing that time is our friend.....I wish I could see that
