From looking at your signature, apparently you have gone through similar to what I'm going through, and you have found reconciliation twice. That gives me hope.
Yes, I went through my own personal he11. I learned a lot and made many mistakes along the way. I truly believe that we can learn more from one storm, than a thousand days of sunshine. We tend to be more motivated to change when faced with loss. It's your time if you so choose.
I am more than happy to share with you what worked for me and what didn't. I can tell you that I paid a big price for allowing fear to be my guide. Financially and time separated from my children. I call it the fog of fear. Members on here tried to warn me, but I thought that I knew better. Anyway, lessons learned.
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa
