I too am reminded of a very dear friend when I read your posts. He had a lot of insight and was able to grasp these concepts very early on and that served him well.
I agree with Mach...goals are important and I too would like to see something a little more concrete...
I also understand making your children you focus, however, I will caution you to not make them your only focus.
It is very important that you figure out YOU as a person, not YOU as a dad. Because in the long run, your children are going to find their own lives and you will be left wondering what to do with yourself...
I don't have a lot to add right now...except to wonder if you have considered how your being controlling and jealous has impacted your W.
"Acceptance doesn't mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there's got to be a way through it."--Michael J. Fox
