Yes, sorry. This week has been tough with my grandfathers funeral and V day and everything else.. Funeral day went good, the kids looked great and were angels. Still frustrated over her non concern with any of the family or showing any sadness over any of it.. Her family at least sent a flower arrangement, which was nice.
Vday started out rough.. but I turned it around and took my kids out on a date, bought roses for my daughter and chocolate for my son and took them to dinner. Overall it was a great night and one for memories for them! Rest of the week has been ok.. ups and downs.. Today was a bit more rough though as it seems that OM has been driving W to work now during this week... she lied to my face about why she didn't have her car earlier in the week when she came to meet me to deal with some things and continues to lie.. I actually was not able to control some of that anger today on a phone call with her over the kids and blew up a bit about everything this past week... it felt good but I imagine it won't end well and I'll regret what happens now but I could not stand it anymore.. I havent had a good way to get frustrations out this week at the GYM either so that might be one reason.
I'm still here.. trying to stick with it. I still have hope/want for things to work, but when its completely one sided and OM is still in the picture I don't know how that will work...
