Well, the last time I talked with ww was last night. She had called me, and was telling me about her day. She asked what was wrong, I said nothing. She said that they were going to go to bar, and would be home by 11.

I told her that I was on my way to TopGolf. She asked what was wrong. I told her the whole situation, and I just wanted to go hit some balls. That I needed to take out some aggression. She told me that she would be home by 11. I ended the call by saying I was there.

She called me back around 9 p.m. and said she forgot to me "I love you." I regret that I said it back.

She texted me good night, sleep tight, sweet dreams. I didn't respond.

I told my sister last night everything that is going on. Up until that point she only knew she was being distant and cold. She did not know why. I know I can trust the sister I told, but I haven't told my middle sister or mom yet (they are a lot harsher, and my mom can be vindictive). The sister I told said she thinks that she is playing games (which all of you have told me) and that if I ever wanted to get away, I could come hang out with her and her husband. I like him, so I will start to do that more.

I am also going to go to TopGolf more. I am working on really GAL outside of the house and my marriage.


Me:33, WW:30
BD:12/14/16, EA
no children
Still together