It sounds like you still didn't fully understand the DR book you read and didn't come up with any goals. That's why you're stuck. You've just made it so you don't fight but you haven't done anything beyond that. What are your goals and your timeline?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.