My wife says she does want to divorce her view is once we are in seperate houses or even as part of this process she will want to divorce me.
I have struggled seeing her starting the process of boxing up her items it is tough
When I have tried having a conversation with her I know I should not but it is so very hard when in house with her and all I want to do is make and keep a connection she has thrown so much at me abut what I have done to her she paints me as a monster....today was the final straw
I cannot go on trying I wanted to find a way to put things right but I can see this is never going to happen so I am making the decision to let today be the day that I let go of her I love my W but I really do not have anything left to give.
She is not the person that I married she has changed she is bitter she has a cold heart full of resentment does not love me does not want to be with me
Today I choose to let her go to free myself of her drama Today I chose to step back and give her what she wants to be free of me to let her go and love myself for having the strength.
I deserve to be happy I have not been happy for such a long time my fighting this separation has taken its toll
The next few months are going to be extremely tough I will no doubt ask for support I love my friends here thank you
Me:48 W 41 M:18 T:26 2 D 18 & 4 2 S 17 & 13 Bomb: 20/7/2015 in house separation D filed 06/17 Separate houses 10/17 D Final 29/12//17.
