Took dogs & nephews to park last night. That was a fiasco. Talked to BIL for a while.
Feeling sad today. I miss H. Yesterday I kissed him goodbye, and then hello. Later, when I came home again, I just said hello and walked past him. I went to bed, he watched TV. This morn. I left w/o saying goodbye.
I want to be with him, but I also want to give him space. Should I attempt to talk to him? Last week he wanted me to leave him alone, Sunday he didn't. But, he was also horny.