I think the next time I talk to my W I'm going to ask her if she feels any resentment towards me because it took her leaving me before I opened my eyes. I keep going through my head if we would have just talked like we've been doing the last few months then all this could have been avoided. I wish she would have broke down emotionally before she left me to force me to see how bad I had become
Why ask her that? The answer you will get is "yes" because that's where she is at, regardless if it is true or not. They will spin the truth so much to where they believe it as gospel. That is a path you do not want to go down.
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.