Just keep plugging along

[cbtdad]

We had our final MC session yesterday afternoon. Still a lot of emotion. It's defotnelt sad that after 11 years with someone that it's all going to change. We are not scared obviously and we are continuing to try and do what's right for our son. We actually all went to a movie together last night as a Valentine's "date"
It seems to me that no matter what changes I've made that she can not get past the past. She thinks it is all a facade. She says that I am borderline abusive. I've done everything I know how to work on that and I am making a lot of progress, but it's still not good enough it seems.
We plan on living together until the end of April still.
Things are actually a lot better between us, but I think it's all her fault and she thinks it's all mine. It seems as if I am the target of her unhappiness and I don't see anything around that.
As much as I still want my marriage to work, I just don't see myself staying in an unhappy relationship.
I'm also not ready to move forward. So that seems to leave me and my thoughts in limbo land.
As of now I've created 7 goals for this process and will look at those and read them everyday. That's the game plan